yell: Jun. 22, 2002 (11:46 pm)

it may be imperfect (but aren't i?) but i still grasp onto it because i guess i'm too weak of a person to not have something guiding me. (i ought to try harder) but the worst part of the imperfection is that it rejects me

i'm angry at her double standard. at his inability to make up his mind. at his lack of desire to try again. at myself. because well, i always am.

i took my necklace off and dug the safety pin clasp into my thumb and then sucked all the blood out. and put the necklace back on.

how many times have i yelled at him? oh, wow...

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