time: Feb. 07, 2002 (8:30 pm)

this happened to me before in the spring.

when i stopped playing lacrosse. i'm not really sure why but i couldn't stop crying for the next week and i constantly felt sick, i guess i just felt like i was giving up on part of my past.

and now paul is gone. and just like lacrosse i don't know why it bothers me.

it's not like there isn't something better i can do with my time.

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