superstition: Feb. 13, 2002 (8:33 pm)

so today was an odd day. the "underground satirical newspaper" of my school was distributed and it just crossed all lines of "acceptable cruelty". and i wasn't mentioned because i'm not an upperclassmen but still just to imagine what they'd say if they knew...

and at school you have to act rational and say "wow, this doesn't hurt me--this just reflects their problems" but i wonder if people are sitting at home talking a break from their work wondering "why do people think i'm gay" or "do all boys think i look like i'm eight" but mainly "is this what everyone thinks".

they feed us dogma of acceptance which we obviously don't all really conprehend why because we can't apply it. we can only see it in black and white (heh, pun). and that's the problem. it's dogma at my school. at most schools. it's like a test, and you have to put the right answer (the one they told you) or else you fail.

even good dogma is just dogma. it carries no real weight.

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