shouldn't: Aug. 03, 2002 (3:24 pm)

and i'm such a fucking average girl right now. wondering if he did not call because i said i probably couldn't go to the show; or if he just doesn't want to. angered by the way the night went.

i want you to be my friend. i want you to be my friend.

max says, 'punish thy parents.' the ones who won't let me go to the suburbs, or downtown but just need me in their reach.

he invited me. before. he must have some interest in being my friend. but he would've called. i shouldn't care, but i want him to.

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