short: Jul. 25, 2002 (10:26 pm)

and tonight i realized what one of my problems is, what contributes so severly to why i haven't ever had a steady relationship. it's this love of people exploring. and not in the meet conquer destroy pattern of my past, just wanting to talk to as many people as possible.

and i get worried if i choose one; am i stuck with just one?

just nearly everything is beautiful to me--yet at the same time nothing is perfect. and i'm such a fucking idealist.

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