re-fuse: Jan. 22, 2002 (6:42 pm)

i wrote this long entry. i erased it.

i'm alone now. the only one alone, it seems.

i know it's not true but i still feel like everyone is grabbing onto someone (even if blindly by default) + i'm too honest to do that.

so i live alone. and everyday that feels less and less ok.

yet i refuse to settle. i refuse to bind myself to something i don't want to be bound to.

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