reenter: Aug. 29, 2002 (10:27 pm)

near the end of the wilco movie i was really excited because i finally thought they learned that they don't need anyone else. they can do it on their own. but they didn't. and i was distracted by their cigarettes and alchohol because it seems to me that those indicate a lack of desire to be where you are. but every moment you don't use them desn't mean you really love where you are either...there's something about bands who really want to play. realy, really want to play. that make them so much better. not a career, just something they want to do.

and i hate how i keep mentioning him. do i really care that he quit 'cause he thought they were too disorgaized? or that he lives near visions? or that same sign made him think of me on the longest break? when he proved he hadn't forgotten me. there's nothing to remember of him.

and going back is going to be hard. nothing feels exciting, nor do they feel stale. but i just wonder so often, why do you care about that. why does it matter.

[i'm annie of weconfess. read it, please, + don't tell my friends.]

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