red: Mar. 08, 2002 (6:55 pm)

i'm so ashamed of how stupid i was today. i heard this person i wanted to see was down on the first floor of my school so i bounded down the stairs to see her but they were heading up a different fight of stairs so i opened that door. and bobby came down the stairs. and i said oh shit, and went back out. and then they laughed at me and how subtle i was. he thinks i'm a stalker...which isn't true...meryl and i walked past his house once on the way to something else. i don't even like him but she does. she still does, and her embarrassment must be shades redder than mine.

we need to stop this.

i am typing a long to the rythm of the white stripes and it is quite interesting.

energy is exploding out of me like i am some sort of powder keg. i need to get out but i don't know where to go.

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