reason: Jan. 13, 2002 (9:44 am)

there was a time (in the not too distant past) that not speaking to him for a whole weekend would bother me. i'd worry that he had found someone else, that he found some reason to hate me again, and that he was just far cooler than me. i considered those posibilities last night, and i still slept sweetly. so i think i'm doing better. i really, truly think i'm doing better. unproven fears are not upsetting me.

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