problem: Jun. 10, 2002 (4:37 pm)

maybe the problem is just that i like him so much and have for so long. and i can't even act like that i'm just sad. all the time sad.

driving back from bethesda she says 'i had a great saturday' and she explains she hung out with meryl, chrisine, dory, alexis and becky. and i never fuckinng crossed their mind. thanks a lot.

and he says he'll be back (except i say what if you don't? what if you die?) and he works with her in that room instead.

the club of people who don't really like me.

and on the way home she says she likes him. not again. please, no i've loved him forever. please, don't put this between us though i haven't said a thing. and most importantly, please, don't have anything really happen.

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