point: Apr. 18, 2002 (11:38 pm)

i started feeling it again. that knife point that nearly touches my lower back in the dark.

and in the dark weight room static objects began to move. and i shoke 'cause i was cold and afraid. and it was hardly relaxing, because alex was next to me and i laid on my back and stared wide eyed at the ceiling.

and she tried to come back today. she din't understand what she did. i hate her because she broke her promises. i don't want to have a fucking heart to heart but i don't care what she thinks.

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