pause: Jul. 24, 2002 (8:39 am)

in a dream i was sming and he was an actor. and while i was getting angry at the director for refusing to tell me the names of the actors i was petrified of looking mean in front of him. and in real life i am afraid that i'm not as cool, as nice, as wonderful as i think i am.

i think i'm going to take a break and do something.

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