medium: Feb. 11, 2002 (7:40 pm)

i once went into my english class and overheard this boy debating whether he should be a lawyer or a basketball coach--money being his only real deciding factor. that angered me. i wouldn't want someone like that fighting for justice. he's a moron anyway, is that who becomes lawyers?

and you know what i used to like this boy in seventh grade. he is so hardly literate. he is so obsessed with money. he reads fucking clift notes.

and in a few years i'll wonder how i could've liked othr boys...because i'll think that their very being hits such a dischord with who i am.

i have to get out of this. get out of just liking boys i don't know.

but, oh, they look so dreamy...

maybe the current innane-crush is different. i always say that.

i am an artist. people are my medium.

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