made up: Jul. 13, 2002 (9:19 am)

we let the city be dull and i don't want to spend the next two years riding out to the seven eleven in bethesda and pretending to have fun. with these people who i don't entirely get along with.

she was talking about how she thought clouds were dead people. or something like that. and i wondered how can people really just believe in things that aren't true? and she complains about humans putting themselves above the rest of the world: but she didn't make room for all the dead deer in her heaven. she's so obsessed with destiny and i'm always tempted to yell 'you're nothing more than what you do and nothing else is going to do it for you'

well it's true

i'm sick of waiting. but not so much that i'd latch on to anything (i hope)

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