something else: May. 19, 2002 (9:39 am)

maybe if i write about it i will come understand.

i vaguely remember something else now.

i looked down at his watch, somehow one o'clock had disapeared and it was nearly two. i looked at him thumb you did that with siscors, right? and it still feels bad when you touch it. it's from when he was a little kid, i did this with siscors too, under entirely different circumstances he says something and holds my hand--up until now we have avoided touching.

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