control: Feb. 18, 2002 (8:59 am)

so i'm sixteen years old now. whatever goes after that statement sounds stupid and poorly written. people in wyoming get .0000061 electoral votes per person while people in california get .0000016. and one would think that the ratio of % of us population/% of electoral votes would be close to one. but in texas it's 1.2457 and in alaska it's .399951. that's so horribly unfair. and it's not one of those uncontrolable things that can just be shugged off because "life is unfair". it is quite controlled.

there are some couples who i'm comfortable around. who aren't clingy. who have healthy relationships. who aren't constanty touching. and there are other that make me feel out of place. i now believe that's actually their fault. it is not a psychotic problem of mine. it is them. and i am so fucking sick of being a part time friend to people.

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