teen dess show: Feb. 17, 2002 (7:47 am)

i felt so trapped there last night. in the small little room with partially-put-together bands playing. there were fabulous moments. but the night as a whole dragged on and on. we'd go outside and walk to 7-11. it was not fort reno.

fort reno, despite my last bad expirience there with paul, is amazing. it is green, and has terrible accoustics but so much energy pervades from that stage. it just blows me away. and the crowd dances without shoving in perfect unity.

maybe my whole ideas about romance have bee wrong. maybe thinking about it is wrong. maybe it doesn't come from analyzing a perfect person or dealing with someone who isn't perfectly right. maybe there's something else...

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