blue: Apr. 29, 2002 (8:24 pm)

i've been having trouble doing anything today. i couldn't write well on my english test, and that leaves me labeling myself as mediocre. they say you can't let one thing define yourself, but when you say that to yourself too often something must be wrong...

i took the bus home right after school for the first time since logan left i think. aurora was on it and she, the one who yells hi across the metro platform, didn't even give me the slightest look of recognition. i was sitting next to a boy in tight levis, high boots and a bomber jacket. his backpack said something about the us marines. i'll just pretend it was negative...

i can't write here or in a blue book.

i'm truly fucked.

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