behind: Jul. 10, 2002 (8:55 am)

i'm afraid the note just went from my wallet to his pocket and he never read it. because i would expect a call, anything. and i feel like i can't be on good terms with both alex and paul because when one looks good the other looks awful. and that can't be fair. but i don't understand it.

i keep waiting for paul to come up from behind me again. where ever i am that's what i'm secretly hoping for.

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