join: Nov. 24, 2002 (8:28 am)

everytime i look at them it hurts. but i keep hearing her complain about her haircut and him going, "it looks good. it looks good." and i realize that as much as i used to love them it probably wasn't as much as i thought. because they are always looking for something else. + i don't think that they really care.

she's been making personal attacks lately. and i've been feeling like talking to anyone other than them. and yes, they do go together.

not that the people i was with last night know me that well. but i feel better with them. they smile. i don't feel like i'm just being tolerated, i don't feel like an example of a leftist punk rocker.

last night after the show i was dancing around in the metro the the devil is electric. by myself.

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