piece: Jul. 18, 2002 (9:19 am)

they aren't saying anything to hurt me anymore. but it's these unanswered letters that kill. saturday night they talked about their last letter from alex and i sunk into the darkness not wantin to admit to them that he did not write me. i don't want to let her know that he likes her better. he and i have been friends for much longer. but that doesn't matter to anyone.

and my writing is so bad lately. and i miss everything from before everything went wrong. when i had two good friends. and wrote wonderful little pieces. and didn't feel like no one cared. no one does care.

if they did they would have responded.

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