myself: May. 24, 2002 (5:19 pm)

i don't want to go. i'm just afraid...i think mental health means typical, and i don't want to be fucking typical. but what can i do for myself.

they only want me to go because they think i'll kill myself.

i just think i'm missing some wonder to life, and i don't think anything a doctor can give me will help. i'm just ridiculously afraid of other people.

but what can i do for myself?

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