middle: Jun. 25, 2002 (10:34 am)

always find myself in the middle. of two people. because i'm looking at the beautiful boy who lays in the grass drawing on the inside cover of 'love in the timeof cholera'. and on my other side this creepy/friendly man is telling me about bands from georgia and shaking my hand. 'and if i see you at the fugazi show make sure you say hi.'

and i sound stupid in conversations. ('i'm a better writer than conversationalist')it's easier to shut up and imagine.

and i said i would avoid them. but john came up to me. and i realized--i was only disgusted by his lack of interest.

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