lake: Feb. 24, 2002 (8:24 pm)

maybe i could let myself not be so miserable, that sometimes my pain comes from how i am not thinking and not how i am. sometimes. that being content--sometimes truly happy and sometimes truly sad--does not make me shallow. lessening the pain with in me does not make me any less deep. pain is not water amounting in a dark lake.

maybe having two components to my personality is what would make me less shallow. paul thinks i'm shallow.

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