lab: May. 20, 2002 (8:01 pm)

breaking news; conciousness is a chemical reaction. i groaned when i read that. not that i truly question the validity, i just question the point.

i felt like garcin's wife on saturday, but now i'm not so sure. am i truly suffering? or is it just that i keep going back because i have nothing else.

i feel anonymous, replaceable and unnecessary with everyone but him--he cares, but it feels like a game.

turning around corners; hopelessly lost balled up in his maze.

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