inside: Aug. 24, 2002 (12:05 pm)

i don't sip tea on my bed often anymore 'cause it's too hot but i just lay there on my back. last night for the first time in a long time i thought about christina. and realized she's only of the only people i've ever felt at ease with, been attracted to and not felt stupid around. it all felt so equal. but she's my friend; 'cause i can't imagine being with a girl who drinks but thinks she shouldn't and i could never ever just kiss christina. and have that be all.

i love people who act on the way they feel. (i'm really proud of you). who understand themselves.

Jesus was all virtue and acted from impulse, not from rules

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