fall: Dec. 08, 2002 (11:51 am)

i've done more this weekend than i've done in weeks. why can't it always snow?

ken and boyce remembered me. from that awful show. we talked about how we just don't know about that kid. sometimes i do. sometimes i don't. i heard neva's voice in the background exclaim when i called that boy but it did't convince me to stay. i don't know why some girl i don't know. i don't like. i don't enjoy. made me cry 'cause she was different. drunk. i hate seeing people change themselves. i don't get it. i don't get a lot of things. i don't want to go back. i don't want to go back. i want to stay like this. celestial under street lights. smiling. smiling. smiling. forever.

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