bold: Dec. 08, 2002 (8:46 am)

i felt young so i bolted. in takoma park i talked to a girl from my school. she was drunk so there were too many bad chemicals in her brain to know who i was. i fell on the ice. i went back to mt. pleasant alone. which i shouldn't. because my mom would never ever approve. i'm glad i was alone: because i had a good time. and now i know i can.

there was a man there who kept looking at me. he was pretty. he was drunk. but not in the pitiful way the girl was. if i was still fourteen i would've wanted to fuck him. instead i handed ian macaye my zine and ate the cookie i was saving for david.

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