executioner: Jul. 23, 2002 (9:23 am)

the door slam is such a safe sound

things don't end well and that's why they end. or you pretend it doesn't exist. but problems fester. and i spend every night wondering if it would have been heal or die, heal or die--and for how long?

and i can't be that executioner. i had to write back. i had to return calls.

curiosity, i suppose.

and i can shut that one obnoxious boy out because i don't know him. and i hate everything about him. but i can't shut alex out i can't shut logan out. i can't just pretend they never existed. that they never were anything to me.

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