excuses: Aug. 30, 2002 (8:15 pm)

perhaps not digging up my past, forcing myself into conversations that make me more sad shows that i'm doing better. but still i couldn't watch tv 'cause i just felt like crying.

it's always a show, or a movie, or a photograph, or a fuck, or a job. it is never just me that they want.

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