entertain: Jul. 19, 2002 (10:58 pm)

pathetically i try to recreate how i was then. because the i revieved a five, could i now? do i need paul? existentialism makes sense and my paranoia doesn't. yet, having someone made me feel at ease...except still nervous about my intellect. no i think it doesn't matter where i am because i always press too hard.

i'm too tired and this is bad. i felt better about this when i didn't feel like i was trying to entertain an audience.

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