ending: Sept. 01, 2002 (11:30 pm)

maybe i'm just dellusional but i can't help seeing your figure illuminated onto the screen. as the overly intellegent boy who's type of love trancends those of your peers. you're nice normal clothes but abnormal mind. and i miss you but still i can't help thinking he's just a better actor than you are. i remember you excited about the video of your goal and kissing a bisexual girl and how you kept me there to kiss me. to play with me a bit longer before you spoke your truth.

and there's something a little similar about your faces too. your dark hair made us look like siblings to that lady who said she had never seen a jew. i said we were both atheists but you said we had a tie to those people.

but i can't help feeling a tie to all people.

logan, alex, and i walk through the cathedral grounds together and there are so many others out. that's it's just amusing. couples and cameras. drive around more. drumming on my thighs, we still talk. and this is so much better than june.

and this is a better last night.

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