do not: Apr. 14, 2002 (10:12 am)

there's something stuck in my throat.

i have thirteen cents in my wallet and until this morning i hadn't taken a shower in three days.

i had a nervous breakdown in my math class after failed a quiz. i took three or four safeway brand advils and drank a coke and felt better.

i'm tired and my head feels like it's being pressed on from all sides.

you know why? because once again she has a fuckig medical ailment two weeks before opening and she doesn't do as much as call to say that she won't be there. so it's just me and caitlin and 28 actors and 16 orch members and 26 handsewn dresses and 4 pages of notes.

i don't care about anyone; i really hate everyone.

and they don't care.

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