converse: Apr. 06, 2002 (5:40 pm)

i thrive more from writing my life than from actually living it. i pick symbolic moments and use the rest merely for context, like one reads a book.

i try to remember i am a person. and there is a wonder to real life.

but somehow it seems less beauiful and infitely more frightening.

how i act actually affects something i don't control as an author.

trite philosophy, this is reality. and while we argue about whether or not existentialism in nihilism what really matters is that we are talking to one another.

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