booth: Aug. 25, 2002 (11:55 pm)

ben barnet came in the door laughing with his friend. i listened to you when paul and i used to fight. you've sung me to sleep. and you don't even know. i'm just a teenage fan. dispirited by your cigarettes, pot and video games.

i'm at a booth with people i know. who remember little things about me. who smile and make me feel like i belong there.

and as cool as he is...i see why things are up and down. because i stopped looking for a skinny boy with rolled up pants and a thin tee shirt and just tried to enjoy where i was. even if i respect him more than ben.

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