accident: Apr. 23, 2002 (9:32 pm)

his name came up on that stupid white screen, and talking to him would only clarify the situation even though up unil tonight i was quite certain i was done with conversing with paul. i said hi and he replied 'i'm really sorry about when i said i didn't want to hear about your day, i didn't mean that'

back to the fucking cycle again, sigh, it's fine this way.

we shared a sugar cookie in safeway and in line his leg was against mine as we talked. that happened when they were dating, i wonder if it was conscious today? because i suppose it made my day, and it could've been an accident.

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