your red underlinings: Feb. 01, 2007 (12:00 am)

on saturday i stopped taking lexapro and today feel terrible and spent the evening in my bed reading a book stephan left me when he left me for portland and thinking about his exhibit in boston in november that i never saw where he displayed the nude self-portrait that i had him turn away from me while i sat on his bed and that painting of his arms across his chest that looked like a schiele filled in with art school that i slept under once and that someday someone might hang in their living room and see only an image and not a history, only art and not an artist.

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