loss: Jan. 03, 2007 (7:58 pm)

try to remember that even if it's terrible alone in your bedroom with a paper to write after matt walks you home from dinner and tea and you say goodnight without standing too close or even looking each other in the eye that stephan wanted to hold you when he saw you back when you were sweet and didn't smoke and that you always get this terrible feeling in your body when you write papers and almost always get a's.

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