ha-a-a-a-ard: Apr. 04, 2003 (8:54 pm)

the ocean does nothing for me. that's emersonian, but it's also meian. and i'm just tired. nothing happens but a lot goes on. my friend liked truman, atomic bomb and all. he's not one for valuing human life, he's one for valuing principles. paul believes in superior races but he doesn't say it like that. his hand also fits well over my hip and he thinks i would look good in glasses. so he's taking me to get them tomorrow.

i'm thinking about how i am without david and how sometimes i bend to match that kid. but also, how when i hear his hello on the other line i am lighter. and i miss being around all the time. not just here and there but when it was all the time and when it was all the time in places we both wanted to be. but those days were those days; and these days are these days and i'm still guiding them.

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