modest: Mar. 31, 2003 (9:06 pm)

look, i don't tell you jokes so you can apply them to your lover; the boy you are fucking and the boy you still love have NOTHING to do with parallel lines noisily meeting at infinity. i tell you jokes to make you smile. i'm just getting angry that "we" never means us.

we bike without swaying too much. we just go where we go. i talked to your mom this afternoon andd found out you take evening classes some nights this semester. and it's almost april. i've been losing myself and refusing to pull over. today, i was wildly making turns searching for philadelphia or caroll or eastern or anything i knew. there's a creek back there that turns to light right before rush hour. it's not such a bad place to get lost.

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