bad morning: Mar. 02, 2003 (9:41 am)

he seemed not like himself. uncontrolled and not really there. like a preformer. i came home and called jake because i want to know why this book is so sad. we spoke for a while because i like talking to him. now i'm distracted by something i read and i feel really alone right now. everyone is with someone else. i think. or in bed. and maybe i don't know who i like, but i don't like to think that none of them care.

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