vis-a-vis: Feb. 22, 2003 (11:29 pm)

we feel distant. i see him across the room. my feet are touching other feet. my shoulder is pressed against a pretty boy with a pierced septum. i don't really like him but he's pretty and it feels right to be touched right now. now i do not know what i want and can't figure out if they are really together. i can't figure i out at all.

everyone thinks you and me are going out and most of the time i think i would like that. but i dont really want to be anyone's girlfriend and i'm sort of afraid of how i feel about him. i dont know why but you have been coming into my head more naturally: i lay down and i feel like i'm on your bed.

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