hill: Jan. 04, 2003 (10:33 am)

caitlin's dad's fiftieth birthday party was last night. i really had a wonderful time, and didn't want to leave. the adults included us. they talked to us like adults. about vonnegut. and school. and vidal. and music. and parties. and growing up. and veganism.

an english teacher offered me wine and i said yes sarcastically so he took it a step further and i laughed no. and it felt like an impulse. not just a reaction.

after playing caitlin's set, i think i'm in love with playing drums. how you have to be so acutely aware of your body. how everything you do makes noise. and how it's so easy just to make it all up.

last night was wonderful.

but this morning, i'm fucked. (too much work needs to be done.)

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