step: Jan. 02, 2003 (9:35 am)

i wrote mat appologizing for being vain sometimes and saying that i was glad i met him. (i am.) and he called me an egomaniac. in the best way possible. it made me laugh. (a year ago paul was calling me narcistic and it made me cry.)

i feel like when i stepped off the plane i walked into a new city. in a bad way. everything feels different, and everything was wonderful before. i'm just not so close (yet) with the people around now. and there's not much to do.

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