hazy: Jun. 14, 2002 (5:44 pm)

he asks, 'am i like paul?' and i disagree because 'paul acted from confusion, and you act from indifference.' and we point fingers. he's an asshole because he turns his back on me. because he drops me for other people. and i force him to do that because i'm chronically sad. and in nearly every conversation we've had in the last month i talk about what he does to me and i never think about what i do to him. and he critisizes me, and when i get angry he responds 'you said you wanted honesty.' and then later he says 'i like you. that's honesty.' and i don't know what he means. if he was hiding something. or if was just clarifying that he didn't hate me; and that he wasn't even indifferent. i just don't know.

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