harvard collegiate: Sept. 14, 2006 (4:28 pm)

i'm best alone wearing headphones walking to widener, lodged in those library chairs with king lear or stephen hero which are the only things i've been looking at with steady wide excited eyes, sitting on the steps drinking irish breakfast tea and am terrible at these parties drinking and waiting for these people i've known for two years to astonish me but just getting more boring even if he says i look quintessentially myself drinking the same wine as everyone else but with two hands out of the mug that jane painted with pastel flowers with the broken handle that i brought from my home instead of their solo cups that get misplaced and thrown away night after night when there's no where to be the next day.

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