eyes: Nov. 19, 2002 (8:05 pm)

panic attack. i suppose. adding numbers up in my head. bills. and percents. and times you were mean. watching them slip away. and i can't blame them. i'm sure there was a time when i didn't look you in the eyes because i was nervous, not 'cause i couldn't concentrate. i'm sure there were times when i gasped for breath. because things were just that surprising. but now. i just wish i still had an inhaler 'cause i can feel it all fold in on me.

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