miss: Nov. 11, 2002 (9:42 pm)

i'm yelling fuck me to you over and over. i know you enjoy it. i don't know what i think. i shudder when i think of our first kiss 'cause that's what you do to me. physically. just that. i don't know what i'm doing. right now. this is just an impulse, it won't make me happy, but i miss it. i miss it a lot. i don't want to do things that i'm ashamed of but i miss it. i really do miss it.

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