not: Nov. 03, 2002 (9:58 am)

i don't think i'll ever have a blank slate but it's comforting to see how things cicle back to seventh grade. i wish i was as comfortable around him as i was around that other boy. i wish i wasn't so nervous.

i felt really awkward between the kids taking hits and you with her. at the house show things were fine because i felt comfortable with your friends. my friends. i don't know. i don't want my epithet to be your-annie because i'm not.

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