wait: May. 22, 2002 (6:26 pm)

'were the movies a positive expirience or a negative expirience?' he asked me in that park which housed wonderful shows and awful meetings with paul.

'positive...the best part being when i saw that girl i knew and you and lux waited to say good-bye. not because of lux, but because you waited.'

we were there becaues i was afraid to go home. afraid of what my parents knew, because the guidence counsler said she wanted to speak to me later. clearly, about slashed veins on the top of my wrist.

i think perhaps i should go see someone. perhaps i should go on something.

i've realized too that paul never waits to say good-bye, we just go our own ways.

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